Thursday, September 15, 2011

bye bye Zen

So that post on wrote on Monday, yeah I don't really feel that way anymore. Anxiety has taken hold. I woke up last night in a panic, I didn't feel sick yesterday except after my morning dog walk when I drank some water, otherwise I had energy and wasn't overly tired. Are my symptoms fading? Are they less severe? I'm starting to make myself crazy. It really sucks that miscarriage and infertility can rob you of security. I would be shitting my pants if I wasn't so damn constipated. Less than 24 hours to go, I think it might be tough.

Please, please, please may this babe(s) have a strong heartbeat. 

10 comments:

  1. Many, many ((hugs)). Sending all the positive vibes and thoughts I've got for an excellent scan tomorrow.

    ReplyDelete
  2. Prayers and thoughts for good results. Hugs too. Sorry that IF makes this roller coaster no fun. Deep breaths. We are all here for you.

    ReplyDelete
  3. Tomorrow just can't get here fast enough. I've been praying for you. Deep breathes.

    ReplyDelete
  4. Oh, Gurlee. If I were you, I'd walk right into that clinic and demand the U/S!!!

    Serenity now...
    XOXO

    ReplyDelete
  5. Sitting on 29 wks today and NO sickness to report. It made me insane.

    Vegas is right. SERENITY NOW MOTHER FUCKER.

    :)

    More xoxo

    ReplyDelete
  6. Thinking of you as you wait for your scan!!! Zen... Yeah right.

    ReplyDelete
  7. i've been thinking of you a lot. sending you lots of love and strength for tomorrow.

    ReplyDelete
  8. Thinking of you! Sending zen your way!

    ReplyDelete
  9. Thinking of you and hoping that your scan goes perfectly.

    FYI I had no morning sickness whatsoever (and yes it made me paranoid). The closest I experienced was slight nausea if I didn't eat often enough in the early weeks. xx

    ReplyDelete
  10. wishing you so much luck today!!!! Lots of love coming to you...

    ReplyDelete